I remember the day I wanted to start this blogging thing. It would be fun I thought, something to do in between tv shows. I had so much I wanted to say and learn along the way. I've said a few things and learnt so much more. Well, yea I still wanna blog my days away. Why? I just don't know. Sometimes, I feel I know a lot and then I know nothing at all. I like to share information and start intelligent debates about things that are important and interesting. Well, important and interesting to me that is. There is so much going on in the world today. Earthquakes, tsunamis, over throwing of governments, global warmingand crazy celebrities. Where would I begin? Am I offering something that will be a contribution to my family, my community, this planet? That's very important to me, to be able to share and receive good information. This is my rebirth. The beginning of a new me.
Why a new beginning? I feel so new, I am so new. I've learnt a few new things about myself in the last few months that didn't come so easily. I cut my hair it's short now and kinky. Kinky is good and I love it. I can't keep my hands out of my hair. Nooooo, I didn't cut my hair as part of my new beginning. I cut it because I wasn't taking care of it. I was busy you know.
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| Me cheesing for the camera |
I've learnt some new things like I said from an unlikely source, none other than Charlie Sheen. Yes, Charlie is a teacher and he doesn't even know it. I don't think he cares how he's perceived let alone that someone has found his life a learning lesson. That's a good thing if you ask me. New beginnings happen all the time in our lives. What i've learnt from Charlie is live life on your own terms. I mean that's something I've always known but trust me I forgot and it kept me from being me. I don't think there's anything keeping Charlie from being himself. He's not letting anyone stop him from #winning no matter how destructive...for real. You gotta admire a guy like that, just don't date 'em. Trust me in no way am I condoning his behavior although he is the most popular dude in the world right now. Ok, maybe just the United States.
So why should I limit myself? Charlie isn't. I'm going to stop that NOW and you should too. I want to be happy, whatever that may mean. Live my life to my limits and to the fullest. Realize some dreams and give to those who may feel like I do. Thirsty for a life full of fulfillment and personal growth. I know there's a lot of us out there. We leave our homes everyday to come back exhausted, mentally, physicially and emotionally drained. Hell some of us don't ever have to leave our homes to feel that way. We give so much of ourselves to people who need us. Hey but what about us? Is that what life should be like? I don't want to continue to live that way. There's so much I want for myself and in my rebirth i'm going to find it. YES, OH YES I AM!!! I may not share it on my blog or in a video on YouTube, but you'll see it. Trust me you will. Life is to beautiful not to share happiness and love with people who just want to live.
'TIL I POST AGAIN...BE GOOD BABIES!!!
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